I WIsh I'd Never Been Born
And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose to have never been born. What a miserable, hopeless mess this life is. My purpose in posting this is not to seek advice or sympathy, but rather just to see if there is anyone else out there who feels this way. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate what little pleasure and enjoyment I can find in life, but the bad so far outweighs the good, it's impossible. I try to feel gratitude, I'm perfectly aware that there are many people who have it far worse than I do, and that I should count my blessings. But that doesn't make me any less miserable. I've felt this way for literally my entire life, but these feelings become stronger the older I get. I've tried therapy, medication, exercise—nothing helps. I am fully aware of how ignorant and selfish I am. I feel like my life is basically pointl