The No-Nonsense Blog

Hey, everyone.  I've come with news regarding my situation searching for independent housing. At this time, I have submitted an application regarding Section 8 support and am hoping to be placed on their Waitlist. Also, I am currently planning my latest Birthday celebration for next year and hoping that I can bring a mystery guest to surprise my party guests.  Who will it be?  You'll have to "Wish" I told you before the day gets through. Anyway, I hope everyone wishes me luck in both endeavors.  Farewell for now, and as always, keep smiling, and keep dreaming.

And not only do I wish I were never born, I'm angry about being born. I had no say in the matter. If I had been given the choice, I'd absolutely choose to have never been born. What a miserable, hopeless mess this life is. My purpose in posting this is not to seek advice or sympathy, but rather just to see if there is anyone else out there who feels this way. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate what little pleasure and enjoyment I can find in life, but the bad so far outweighs the good, it's impossible. I try to feel gratitude, I'm perfectly aware that there are many people who have it far worse than I do, and that I should count my blessings. But that doesn't make me any less miserable. I've felt this way for literally my entire life, but these feelings become stronger the older I get. I've tried therapy, medication, exercise—nothing helps. I am fully aware of how ignorant and selfish I am. I feel like my life is basically pointl...